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- 29. August 2008: We need your prayers and support
- 28. August 2008: Here comes another storm!
- 27. August 2008: Do we need the Church?
- 25. August 2008: The Podcast is up!!
- 22. August 2008: Dear Bruce, I have failed...
- 19. August 2008: Run Baby Run!!! ...How to run the race of life
- 18. August 2008: Podcast, "Think Out Loud"
- 15. August 2008: Dear Bruce ...Wash me away from the waters of indifference
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We need your prayers and support
29. August 2008 by BruceSmith.
As all of you know, New Orleans and the Louisiana Coast are under threat of another major storm. Katrina, three years ago to the day, blasted us as a Category 3. Gustav, making its way to the Gulf, looks as if it will be at least a Cat 3 as well. As one news story, just aired, demonstrated, many here are still trying to overcome Katrina, and are scared to death.
One woman, just interviewed, and just now getting out of a trailer which she has lived in for 3 years post-Katrina, said, “I don’t know if I can handle another blow.” Many feel that way. Unless you live here, or have served here in the aftermath of Katrina, you cannot begin to understand how that storm altered all of our lives here. Still today, in every coffee shop, health club, workplace, and playground, everyone demarcates their lives around the storm. Still today, every day, you hear conversations peppered with the phrase, “Since the storm…”.
The point is that all of us here remember, feel, and process Katrina as if it happened yesterday. Now, a day later, we are facing another “big one”. As with Katrina, should Gustav hit, many lives will be altered and many will need help. Pray for all of us in Louisiana that God would bring us tremendous grace. If you are at relative peace in your life and geographic region, remember, statistically speaking 9 out of 10 Americans live in areas where they are open to disaster (tornado, flood, fire, hurricane, earthquake, etc.). We are all open to the same realities of life.
God will, no doubt, use His people to do great things in the aftermath of this approaching storm. And, wherever it hits, stories of grace, mercy, generosity, and healing will play out. God always works amidst disaster.
Ironically, scheduled months ago, I will be taping a television program this coming week (provided I can get a flight out of town) which will feature my book Soul Storm (soulstormsite.com). The interview will focus on how God worked amidst Katrina and how He works in the lives of anyone who experiences disaster of any sort. I will do that interview with a fresh sense of the need we all have for God’s tangible touch amidst life’s tough realities. Please, pray for me as I attempt to encourage many through the show. And more critically, pray for God’s grace and goodness to be demonstrated in the lives of many as this storm makes its way to land.
As always, we appreciate you prayers, financial support and your cheer-leading our cause.
Grace amidst the storms,
Bruce Smith
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Here comes another storm!
28. August 2008 by BruceSmith.
In light of the fact that tomorrow is the three year “anniversary” of Hurricane Katrina, and in light of the fact that those of us in the New Orleans area are staring the possibility of another major storm in the face, and because we began the week talking about the place of the Church in our society and personal lives, I thought it would be smart to focus a bit more on our need for the Church, especially amidst the storms of life.
That being so, I offer the following portion of Soul Storm (www.soulstormsite.com) which focuses on the healing power of the Church in our lives when we are facing the winds of life. As you read, please, pray for those of us who are in the New Orleans area and are having to make plans for yet another evacuation. Remember, also, those (many) who are still healing from Katrina even as this new threat appears.
Grace and Peace in the storm. Enjoy the read.
The Church: levee and shelter from the storm
National Public Radio’s coverage of Hurricane Katrina and the rebuilding efforts in
One of the disturbing accounts given during the NPR interview was that of an elderly woman who had been left behind by her family when they evacuated. Intoxicated, depressed, and without hope, this woman went to her kitchen, turned on the gas at the stove, and then sat down in a chair to die.
Where are people to find hope when everything around them is in shambles? Is there any protection from the soul tsunami that threatens to bring more destruction as each day passes? Where does one turn to find help for the challenge of removing the debris inside, which clutters the heart and overwhelms the emotions? The good news is that God has given us a protection system, and He has provided shelter from the storms of life. That shelter and protection is to be found in the Church. By this I do not mean, simply, the four walls of a building. Rather, the Church is the community of faith devoted to God and living daily life out of a passionate and authentic attempt to honor Him and striving to do life His way.
Acts 2 offers us an amazing view of what it is like to know, love, and serve God in community. The image offered is one that provides a source of healing and protection for people like Paul and anyone else who has been confronted with life’s cruel realities. The Church, as revealed in the book of Acts, is a testimony to what God can do in the world when people are willing to take Him at His word and live life according to His plan. It is a picture of selflessness, provision, friendship, and support. Those early believers, who had just endured the disaster of seeing their leader crucified, had come to know the hope and new life offered through the Resurrection, and found the promise of a better life. The life of the Church in the book of Acts demonstrates how a relationship with God, lived out in community with others, can lead to a journey that promotes emotional, psychological, and spiritual health. It is a testimony to the Church’s call and ability to be an influence for properly functioning communities. Let’s take a look at the inspiring picture of the Church in community in Acts 2:42-47:
“And they devoted themselves to the apostle’s teaching and fellowship, to the breaking of bread and to prayer. And awe came upon every soul, and many wonders and signs were being done through the apostles. And all who believed were together and had all things in common. And they were selling their possessions and belongings and distributing the proceeds to all, as any had need. And day by day, attending the temple together and breaking bread in their homes, they received their food with glad and generous hearts, praising God and having favor with all the people. And the Lord added to their number day by day those who were being saved.”
I don’t know that I can ever read that passage without being moved toward great aspiration and a hunger for that kind of community. Each time I read that text, something happens in me. For me, that is one of the special “moments” captured in scripture that causes the hairs to stand up and gets the goose bumps popping. Don’t we all hunger for that kind of existence? That is what life was meant to be about.
The passage tells us that as the Church goes about its business, the result is awe. I don’t know about you, but I have seen too much in the Church that is far from awe-inspiring; awful is a more apt description. But we have the promise that the Church can function appropriately, and the result will be that those looking in on our activity will be drawn to it. The life of the Church, the unselfishness demonstrated by the early church, gave hope and inspiration to every soul within reach. Those living life around us need to see the life-transforming power of the Church in order to find shelter from the storm and protection from the coming flood waters. The Church is to be a levee for the world. We are called to keep at bay those forces that seek to bring havoc to our communities and to our world.
They had everything in common! This is a big one. One of the major stumbling blocks for non-believers coming to the Church for help is the fact that they see far too much lack of commonality among church-goers. It remains true today that the most segregated hour in American society is the Sunday morning church hour. It ought not be. If we are to ever see a society in which the issues surrounding race are overcome, it must begin with the Church. Government, politics, and all the other initiatives out there have no hope in addressing this one. This can only be pulled off as God brings reconciliation through the Church. All the battles over reparations will never bring a resolution. Reconciliation is the answer. Black, white, Jew, Gentile, and every other stripe will find peace only through the common denominator of knowing, loving and serving God.
In the weeks and months following the devastation on the
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Do we need the Church?
27. August 2008 by BruceSmith.
The scriptures tell us that the Church is special in the eyes of God. In fact, so special is the Church in the eyes and heart of God that it is called “The Bride of Christ”. God is intimately connected to the Church. In a world where we often see the failures of the Church advertised in spectacular fashion sometimes we can question why we need the Church.
In the book of Acts, chapter 2, we find a description of the Church which all too often is foreign to us in our modern era. In verses 42 and following we are offered a picture of the Church as it was intended to be. When the Church functions this way it, she, is the full expression of God’s redemptive love story for this world.
This truth, the tangible expression of God’s love for the world, brought to life in the proper functioning of the Church, is one we need in ever increasing measure. We are all too aware of the failings of the Church and of Church goers, but I wonder how many of us spend any time reflecting on the beauty of the Church when it is operating as God intended it to operate.
In order to offer us a glimpse of this encouraging reality, I am pasting an excerpt from a Pastor I know well. This is simply a brief description, a little glimpse, of the impact of one small community of faith in one area of the country. Take note of the breadth of this faith community’s reach in just the last three years, following Hurricane Katrina. Then consider that this is but one Church. If you do the math, and multiply this staggering amount of grace by untold multiples, you begin to see just how thankful we must be for God’s working in the heart of His people and in the life of the local church. Multiply similar efforts by untold thousands the world over and you begin to see how profound the impact of God’s Church is in the world. Truly, this is how God makes His love known in a world racked by pain and need. Here are the numbers from Trinity Church in Covington Louisiana alone:
Statistics
This ministry highlights list was recently put together for St. Tammany Parish officials as we try to secure a permit to build our Disaster Response Building and deal with zoning issues:
a) We have assisted almost 1000 residents of St. Tammany Parish alone in post Katrina clean up and reconstruction through the Compassion Ministry.
b) We have assisted another 1500 residents across the Lake and in surrounding Parishes.
c) We have served approximately 1500 additional residents of the Parish through the Trinity Cares Ministry, a food pantry for those with on going needs.
d) We have and plan to continue to supply the Parish Social Services and Storm Storehouse with donated goods and supplies that we receive.
e) We have and plan to continue to support the Elderly Protective Services by helping to meet needs of some of their clients in the community.
f) We now serve as a voting center for the Parish.
g) With the approval and assistance of the Parish in resolving these zoning issues, we plan to continue to help residents of St. Tammany.
h) We have directly invested over $1 million dollars into the local economy through the Compassion Ministry alone. We estimate at least another $2.5 million has been invested through local purchase of goods and services by the volunteers who have served here
i) We have facilitated thousands of volunteers coming to the region to help with the outreach efforts who have further invested into the local economy. They have contributed over 500,000 man-hours of donated labor, valued at over $10,000,000.
We thank God for over 13,000 volunteers from 42 states and 7 countries who have come to New Orleans with compassionate hearts and helpful hands.
Again, this is merely one incomplete glimpse of God at work in one Church, in a very brief window of time! Is it any wonder that the Church is often called “The hope of the world”? No government, religion, man-made program, political party, or any other force in the world as we know it can ever match the power of God’s people, living as He has called them to live, to effect the world for good.
Despite all its imperfections, failures, mis-steps, and shortcomings, the Church remains, indeed, the hope of the world. Are you burned out on “church”? Perhaps, you should give it another look. Perhaps, you need to find a faith community where God is actively involved and at work in the lives of His people. Read the book of Acts and see what the Church can be if you are dissatisfied with what it has been.
Are you looking for a bigger life? Do you want to pursue an endeavor larger than yourself? Wanna know that your life matters? Be the Church.
Give Him a shot,
Bruce Smith
optimuslife.org
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The Podcast is up!!
25. August 2008 by BruceSmith.
The podcast for Bruce’s radio show “Think Out Loud” is now up! This past Saturday’s show featured a great line up including Mr. Louisiana Politics, Jeff Crouere, Chad Garrison, and Author Matt Rogers. The show also included a surprise interview with Rev. Jesse Jackson!!
The show covered local and state politics, the national Presidential race and the Obama/Biden updates, McCain strategy, and Rev. Jackson’s reaction to the Biden pick.
Bruce talked with Matt Rogers, author of When Answer’s Aren’t Enough, about the V Tech tragedy and the role of pain in our lives.
This is a show you have to hear, and features Bruce’s impersonation of one of America’s most colorful political figures.
The link is here for your use:
http://wgso.com/content/view/7532/172/
Just cut and paste the link into your browser, grab a cup of coffee and enjoy the show!
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Run Baby Run!!! …How to run the race of life
19. August 2008 by BruceSmith.
The American’s have swept the Men’s 400m hurdle final! Now that the spotlight has shifted from the pool to the “Bird’s Nest” and the Track and Field competition, I thought it might be appropriate to change our focus and spend a little time reflecting on our ability, desire, and passion for running the race of life. To that end, I have attached the following excerpt from my book, Soul Storm (www.soulstormsite.com). Lace ‘em up, and enjoy the read!
This ain’t no sprint! Building for the long-term
“This ain’t no sprint, this is a marathon!” I have heard these words a thousand times since Katrina has come and gone. In coffee shops, at dinner, in the papers and on television, people are recognizing more and more every day that the effort to rebuild
No doubt, we are in for a long, hard run in this rebuilding effort. This is going to take a great deal of time and huge dose of endurance. I cannot help but think, however, how much of this grief we could have avoided here in
What if
My goal in the next few pages is to offer a model for building or rebuilding a life, a community, a city, a country for the long-term. The marathon runner offers us some helpful insights into this endurance challenge. As any accomplished marathoner is aware, a successful race requires much more than the unbridled enthusiasm and inspiration you feel while at the starting line. If the long distance runner is going to make it to the end and attain his goal certain abilities have to be nurtured. I believe the lessons here will be helpful to anyone looking to gain a fresh start. Though the goal may seem like it is a long way off, with proper training, conditioning, and care, you can make it to the finish line. Not only that, you can run the race and finish well. With proper training, nutrition, and care the race can be a rewarding one. Let’s take a look at our strategy to stay in the race and enjoy the competition. Here are the key ingredients needed to make it through this marathon we call life.
- Learn to adapt to any race day conditions.
Strong marathoners prepare themselves to run in any temperature. Even in overwhelming heat, the good marathoner will be able to adapt and indeed thrive in the race. As people searching to find our way in the disasters of life, we need to find the resolve that enabled Shadrac and his friends to remain in the furnace waiting for God to show up. The heat will be turned up at times in our lives. If we choose to bail out and give up each time a major challenge comes our way, we give up on the call of God to make us what He is calling us to be. Jeremiah was the “weeping prophet”, but he endured and was God’s great spokesman. Do not forsake the race of faith when all around you appears to be caving in. Endure the heat, adapt, and run for your life. When the wind and waves have made conditions around you less than favorable, take courage, look up, and keep running. There is a reward at the end.
- Beat muscle soreness.
The race will take its toll at times. You can feel beat up. But as any athlete knows, muscle soreness is a sign you are doing things right and growth is taking place. Don’t quit when the soreness sets in. Work through it and allow God to bring about the growth He intends. It’s part of the process. There is no better feeling than to know you just gave it your all, played your guts out, left it on the field, and you stand exhausted but exhilarated because of your effort. Run through the tough spots, keep your stride. It hurts at times, but remember, joy comes in the morning. The only way to get rid of the soreness is to keep on keeping on. Keep building.
- Learn to train when you hurt.
Press through the workouts even when you feel some hurts. All great runners and indeed all great athletes “play hurt” from time to time. Who can forget those nights when Michael Jordan came to the court totally depleted, dehydrated, weak, and yet played his heart out and scored 50 points to lead his team to a big win? Those kinds of moments inspire those looking on. You don’t forget them. When you are pressing hard for the goal there will be moments that hurt—stay with it, keep running, and never, never, never give up. When you are rebuilding and giving every ounce of energy you have, sometimes you can lose focus and drive that hammer right into your thumb. The explicatives come and the pain throbs. But keep hammering away. A few more nails and you may just have yourself a house.
- Massage therapy
All marathon runners have many massages during their training period. Without this kind of professional care and attention their muscles would not last for the next day of training. Massage, attention to muscle soreness, is critical for muscle repair and functioning. None of us, no matter how “spiritual”, can go it alone all the time. We all need some help occasionally. At times, even leaders, need to get in front of someone who can offer counseling and help for issues we wrestle with. There are no Christian Supermen. Rather than pretend you are something you are not, get help when you need it. It’s o.k. God intends for us to minister to one another. Left unattended, some of our issues, hurts, pains, will scar us for life and will kill the life of God in us. In the wake of hurricane Katrina everyone in her reach was affected. Rich, poor, middleclass and everyone of every color, shape, size and age felt Katrina’s wrath. Too many, however, try to hide behind money, position, accomplishment, a spiritual façade to mask the fear and uncertainty. None of us can go it alone all the way and all of us need someone else to give us an ear occasionally. We were created for community and we die when we do not have it. That’s why few runners run alone. There is strength in numbers. Get some care when you need it. When your arms are heavy from lifting too many rafters, call for some support.
- Injury recovery strategies
It is not true that “time heals all wounds”. Some wounds, left alone, only get worse. Scar tissue can hinder proper function in the body. Runners pay special attention to hip, back and knee issues. If a runner leaves an injury to one of these areas alone too long it can indeed take him out of the race. These are big ones for runners. A marathoner cannot endure 24 miles with a major problem in one of these critical areas. As builders we must address the “big” issues in our lives. Those besetting sins which we hide from others can ultimately sideline us. Take care of the nasty wounds and get a bandage on them as quickly as you can. Properly cared for they can heal and gain new strength. Neglected, they can put you on the disabled list. And if you are on the disabled list, you cannot be a difference maker, you cannot run. Bitterness is not the proper response to the events in life you consider unfair. Surrender to the forces that are battering you is not the way to victory either. Allow God to bind up your wounds and get you running again.
- Proper nutrition
Eating the proper diet is absolutely critical for the long distance runner. The right mix of fat, carbohydrates and protein are essential to performance. If a runner eats too much fat or too few carbs leading into race day he will not perform as he should. Likewise, as people attempting to rebuild, if we do not feed on the Word daily we will falter, wear out, loose momentum. Sunday is not enough. We must place ourselves at God’s training table on a daily basis. Remember, the chief end of man is to know God and enjoy Him forever. We cannot know Him if we are not spending time learning of Him on a regular basis. If we do not know Him then we cannot enjoy Him. If we are not enjoying Him we cannot have the emotional capacity to stay in the race when the challenges of the course come. Dieting on drive thru philosophy, the fads of the day, will, like sugar, bring a quick high, but ultimately, a huge crash. Jesus said He was The way, The truth, and The life. He suggested that no one comes to God apart from Him. He is the fuel our race was meant to run on. When tempted to give up on the rebuilding effort, when you find yourself too tired to get up another day, open His word and get the nutrition you need to keep at it.
- Keep a training log
Runners will often times keep a very accurate journal of performance. Seconds shaved can make a difference. Adjustments in technique can save a long distance runner minutes in a race. Accomplishments and goals pursued and recorded offer ongoing incentive to the runner to keep on track with the training process. As long-term builders we find great hope when we can look back on what God has done in our lives, the lessons we have learned along the way, how we navigated challenges in the past. These records of performance give us passion to remain in the race and pursue the finish line. This is not a sprint. Keeping that in mind, we must recognize that our memory tends to fade over the long haul. Keep track of those key moments when you know that God gave you the extra spark you needed to stay in the race. In the future, when fatigue and discouragement set in, you may need these reminders of God’s care and providence.
We must pursue rebuilding and life like the finish line is worth pursuing. Remember, our reward is eternal and the joy set before us is our inspiration. Run to show the life of God in you. Pursue the finish with the same enthusiasm with which you started. In fact, make it your prayer that God would enable you to sprint through the finish line! Be faithful, finish well, and build it better than before.
Run!
Bruce Smith
optimuslife.org
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Podcast, “Think Out Loud”
18. August 2008 by BruceSmith.
Check out Bruce’s radio show podcast for “Think out Loud”. The show, which aired on Saturday, features discussions on politics, leadership, and finding God’s grace and renewal amidst failure.
Simply cut and paste the following link into your browser in order to hear the podcast.
http://wgso.com/content/view/7472/172/
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Records falling in Water World…except one!
14. August 2008 by BruceSmith.
Back on the water theme today. In light of Michael Phelps amazing performances and the unending media coverage there of, I am still pondering the water theme. The 2008 Olympics is all about the water, and the records being set in it. Like many, I am pulling for Phelps to win, win, win, win, win, win, win, win (I think that is eight wins). When he does so, he will have accomplished a seemingly unattainable feat.
The name Mark Spitz has stuck with me and my thoughts of Olympic greatness ever since I was a four year old. Born in 1968, the ‘72 Olympics sticks with me as my first real and vibrant sports-related “moment”. Now, decades later, Phelps stands poised to break that record of 7 gold medals, and seven world records, in a single Olympics…a record set in the water. Wow.
As impressive as all of this is, I would like to take a moment to offer us a little perspective. No matter how amazing Phelps’ run turns out to be, he will never overcome one record, a water record, which has stood for over 2,000 years. Like so many other athletes who have come before him, and so many that will follow, Phelps is taking it all in and the media is eating it up. I for one am loving the ride. It is thrilling to watch greatness as it is happening. As a fan and a decent athlete, sports has captured me since I was a small child. For me, life has always unfolded in its most vibrant hues on the field of play. I come alive and my spirit soars inside the lines of a court or a field. The Olympics, for me, has always been a thrill. I can remember, as a younger guy, literally beginning the four year countdown as soon as the Olympics wrapped up. I was hungry to see the next great performance on the world stage of competition.
Back to Phelps and his record setting. As astounding as this run is, and it truly is stunning considering how many races he is swimming in a short period of time, his water run, as I mentioned prior, falls more than a bit short of the greatest water record ever set. That record, unlike any that had come prior, save the parting of the Red Sea, stands today as the single most majestic “run” ever etched in the annals of Waterdom. Moreover, this record, never to be matched in any Olympic venue, stands as a watermark for life not merely competition. This record, a true conquering of the waters, offers us the clarion call to find the life we were meant to live. This record calls each of us to conquer our fears, doubts, false sense of security, and our hunger for more out of life.
The record of which I speak is, of course, that of Jesus (and Peter) walking upon the water. Yes, they actually walked on the water. Right on top of it. Try that Michael Phelps! In light of the focus on the water theme this week, and in an effort to synchronize my efforts with that of the Games, I offer the reading below on Jesus’ and Peter’s great record. Do you want to know what it means to soar? Do you want to experience a quality of life that even exceeds that of Mr. Phelps? If so, and as the reading suggests, you have got to get out of the boat! It’s time for you and I to make an attempt to chase that record set some 2,000 years ago. Let’s take our best shot at walking on water.
If you, like all great athletes and record setters, are looking for “more”, attempting to scale the next feat, take the next hill, or accomplish the next great task, then I believe you will find encouragement for the race in the excerpt below which comes from my book, Soul Storm (www.soulstormsite.com). As you read, prayerfully consider what it is that God is calling you to do and to be in the race of life. As was the case for Phelps when he was just a young boy, and as is the case with nearly all great athletes who are successful in individual competition, the journey to greatness begins with the risk of getting after it. The future cannot be fully known, and the sacrifices are great, but the journey and the destination are worth the risk required for greatness. Enjoy the read.
The Call to Something More
What if you could walk on water? Pursuing the “what if” is not easy, but the rewards are worth everything you risk. We often refer to this hypothetical dream as if it has never happened or we refer to it as if only “one guy” has ever done it. In reality, Jesus was not the only person to have ever pulled this off. Earlier in the book we looked at the first part of the account, but now let’s look at Matthew’s version of the rest of the story.
…and in the fourth watch of the night he came to them, walking on the sea. But when the disciples saw him walking on the sea, they were terrified, and said, ‘It is a ghost!’ and they cried out in fear. But immediately Jesus spoke to them, saying, ‘Take heart; it is I. Do not be afraid.’ And Peter answered him, ‘Lord, if it is you, command me to come to you on the water.’ He said, ‘Come’. So Peter got out of the boat and walked on the water and came to Jesus. (Matthew 14:25-29)
What an experience this must have been. Amidst a major storm, the winds howling, the rain pounding down, and in all likelihood surrounded by waves as tall as Peter stood himself, this man got up his nerve enough to take an enormous risk. He got out of the boat, and walked on water! What an absurd notion for anyone in the real world to even suggest something so stupid. Who did this guy think he was anyway? And if it were not ridiculous enough already to attempt something so bizarre, this guy wanted to try this in the middle of a violent storm. What arrogance!
But was Peter really arrogant, stupid, and over-confident or was he pursuing life as God intended it to be pursued? We get too few big moments in life. What if Howard Schultz would have taken “No.” for an answer when he was first refused in his petitions to join the ranks of Starbucks? What if
For those who have never taken a risk on faith in God, they miss the abundant life He offers. The fear of “giving up” what we know can leave us spiritually crippled in this life, never knowing what it means to live a life of significance. It has been said that the problem with Christianity is not that it has been tried and found wanting, but rather, it has been found hard and left untried. Get out of the boat, take a chance on God. See what He is capable of doing in and with your life. God can and will instill new visions, bigger dreams, and greater clarity in your life when you trust Him for your purposes. He may call you to things you never imagined or He may fulfill that desire in you that has yet never been voiced, planned or attempted. He may use you in leadership to help others rebuild homes, cities, countries and lives. He may use you to bring a plan into shape that will help numerous people recapture their lives. Are you willing to take a risk? Are you willing to dive in?
Peter’s venture toward a massive, God-sized risk was not perfectly executed, but it certainly was filled with drama, excitement and an exhilarating experience of the power of God. The story continues to unfold as we read,
But when he saw the wind, he was afraid, and beginning to sink he cried out, ‘Lord, save me.’ Jesus immediately reached out his hand and took hold of him, saying to him, ‘O you of little faith, why did you doubt?’ And when the got into the boat, the wind ceased. And those in the boat worshipped him, saying, ‘Truly you are the Son of God’. (Matthew 14:30-32)
Peter, a man taking an audacious risk, started out in confidence and strength and then got distracted by the storm around him causing him to lose focus and lose sight of his dream to do what had never been done before. In the midst of the storms of our lives God is calling us to get out of the boat and take a chance on something more. He always wants to pull us beyond ourselves toward bigger things. When we are willing to take a risk on His agenda the unthinkable dream can come into shape. When our eyes focus too much on what life looks like from our vantage point, however, we settle for less and we begin to sink. We must learn to ask, amidst the winds and waves, what God is calling us to. As it was for Peter, so it will be with us, there will be moments of fear and distraction. We will not get it right all of the time. Storms will continue to rage around us and we will feel vulnerable. Thankfully, the Creator looks on us with compassion and love and extends His reach to us during those moments. He does not push us further under the water forcing us to cry “Uncle!” God does not take joy in our drowning. Rather, He desires that we walk on the water beside Him with poise, composure, and strength, no matter how big the waves that threaten us.
What is God calling you to now? Whether you find yourself at this moment amidst great trouble or if you find yourself on top of the world, God’s call is the same. It rains on the just and the unjust, and it is also true that the just and the unjust find “success”. In either place God is calling us to know, love and serve Him. The void that exists for those who have gotten more than a life’s share of rain is the same void that exists in the heart of the person that has seen a life of plenty. The call to take a risk on knowing Him remains. The call to risk your life for knowing the life of Christ is the decision by which we will all be measured. As
Risking it all on Him,
Bruce Smith
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Here comes the wind and the water!
12. August 2008 by BruceSmith.
Have you ever considered how fundamental the basic elements of wind and water are to life as we know it? Have you ever thought about how much time we spend in and around water? As humans, we seem to be drawn to water. We consume designer water, bottle after bottle, we join health and country clubs where we can socialize with others around water (swimming pools, whirlpools, etc.), we watch our kids fill up little plastic balloons and throw the stuff at each other at parties during the summer, we go to water “parks”, aquariums, lakes, rivers, and we love to go to the beach and play next to and in the shark infested waters! And, hopefully, most of us bathe in water regularly.
Water. It can affect us in a number of ways. At times, like yesterday, as I watched my two daughters stand, sing, and laugh outside during a downpour, the waters of life can offer us a respite, a refreshing. At other times, the waters of life flood us with grief both physically and emotionally. Water, and the other “elements” of life have a profound role in our lives. It would do us well then, I think, to consider the One from whom the waters ultimately flow. For any sense of understanding and hope as to the impact of the “elements” in our lives we must consider the One who holds them all in His hands. Amidst the painful waters of death, loss, sadness, and sin, we must give thanks to the One who offers life, blessing, joy, and forgiveness. In the torrential downpour of difficulty we face, we must turn to Him for safety and shelter. Amidst the blissful soothing showers of life, and as we bask in the beauty of His rainbow of promise we, again, must thank the One who brings the blessing.
The writing below, an excerpt from my book Soul Storm (www.soulstormsite.com), is a brief glimpse of this One who brings, allows, controls, and ultimately gathers all the waters of our lives. He brings the rushing waters of change, and from Him flows the river of cleansing for our guilt and shame. He even bottles all of our tears, we are told in scripture. In the midst of all the elements God is at work. Consider Him.
God of Wind and Water
Wind and water are, of course, elements without which we cannot live. The two are capable of refreshing and sustaining us and are essential to life on our planet. Agencies, governments, and all kinds of groups are devoted to the critical task of making sure that the quality of our air and water are maintained. Technology, money, and many resources are dedicated to the management of these most basic of elements. Water treatment plants, bottled water, flavored water, spring water, well water, water testing, water parks, watering holes, water sports; there are references to importance of water all around us. The same is true of wind. Windmills, whirlwinds, the “windy city”, winds of change, passing wind (excuse me); wind is everywhere. Water provides hydration for our bodies, nourishment for plants, a habitat for sea creatures, and is the backbone of the farming industry. Wind provides for our needs in similar ways that affect our use of power, the way we travel, the development of plant growth, and the balance of our environment.
Meteorologists study the trends and movement of our planet’s winds and waters, and have learned much about the way our world is affected by these elements. All of us tune in regularly to hear the latest forecast for our area from the weather “experts”. Though the experts are regularly proved wrong we have come to place a great deal of confidence in them. Those of us that live in areas regularly affected by hurricanes have come to invest an extraordinary dependence on the experts during the six months of the year we have come to know as “hurricane season”. Some of us border on Weather Channel addiction.
Weather is all around us, and the wind and water of our world determine so much in terms of how we live from day to day. The changes brought by the winds and waters of our world can and do affect our coming and going. Farmers know the importance of the right balance of wind and water and just how important this balance is to economic survival. Sailing enthusiasts know how the winds and waters can determine a great outing or day of misery on the boat. Skiers are keenly aware of just how miserable it can be to get caught ten thousand feet up with the winds howling and the snow blowing. Skiing in blizzard conditions is not much fun, I can attest to that. Wind driven snow can turn a vacation into what literally feels like a cold day in hell. Residents in areas prone to mudslides can tell of the destruction that comes from an over abundance of rain. The wind and the rain to, indeed, bring significant changes to our climate and our lives.
With so much forecasting of the wind and the rain on the Weather Channel, CNN, and our local news stations we can easily deceive ourselves into thinking that in our modern, technological and “advanced” age, we can manage the affect of these elements upon our lives. However, what Katrina, the recent wildfires in
We would do well to remember the origin of the winds and the waters. Rather than speaking of “Mother Nature” as do many of the meteorologists, we should consider what the scriptures say of Father God and His direct and personal involvement in the direction of the laws of nature. From the beginning we see the significance of these most crucial of elements in God’s plan,
In the beginning, God created the heavens and the earth. The earth was without form and void, and darkness was over the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God was hovering over the face of the waters. …And God said, “Let there be an expanse in the midst of the waters, and let us separate the waters from waters.” And God made the expanse and separated the waters that were under the expanse from the waters that were above the expanse. …And God said, “Let the waters under the heavens be gathered together into one place, and let the dry land appear.” (Genesis 1:1-2,6-7,9)
Early on, from the very beginning actually, water was instrumental in the plan of God. When the world was “without form” the waters were used to bring form to our world. Could it be that God still uses the waters and the winds to bring form to our lives? Could it be that God brings seasons of change into our world and into our lives to birth forth newness of vision, growth, and purpose? Just as God did with Noah, He still uses the waters to bring forth new beginnings when His plan has gone awry. Likewise, just as it was with Noah, though everyone around may doubt the sanity of those who embrace the coming storm and even question the reality of it’s existence, God still calls His people to see, embrace and prepare for the rising waters to come. While God promised never to send a flood that would drown the entire world again, He certainly uses the waters and the winds to bring climate changes in our lives in order that His objectives and dreams for us might be accomplished. The scriptures and history are replete with examples of God doing just this. For those that find shelter in Him amidst the wind and the floods, good comes from the storm. Even in being uprooted, relocated, and displaced, the purposes of God are not thwarted. In fact, God’s best may be unfolding even as we find ourselves blown away from our present moorings and having been moved away by the winds. Though we as people are habitually resistant to major change, in allowing God to change our view, we will find He has lifted us to new places, places He has designed for our good. Remember, He has told us, “I have plans for you!”
Grace and Peace,
Bruce Smith
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What color are your stretchy pants, Hero?
6. August 2008 by BruceSmith.
Below, is a somewhat lengthy article/essay I wrote on the heels of the Spiderman 3 movie. In the wake of the new Batman movie, which is breaking all records in moviedom, I thought it would be a good time to consider, again, what it means for us to apsire to the “heroic life”. I am intrigued by the whole hero genre and believe that as a culture we are drawn to this form of entertainment because it resonates with something deep within us. We all hope to be bigger than life in some sense. That is, we all desire to live above and beyond the normal every day drudgery and banality we see around us. We all aspire to be and do more good. Yet, we all face the darkness, bitterness, and the crushing weight of our moral weakness which lurks in the depths of our being. These themes are highlighted with great clarity in many of the superhero scripts of our time and they capture us. I believe this is why Batman, with its great acting performances, script, and plot, is drawing many of us to the theater more than once. We are drawn to the heroic ideal which Batman portrays, and we are all too familiar with the deep darkness which fuels The Joker. The very same theme was present in the last Spiderman flick as Spidey wrestled with the drive for heroism and darkness within himself.
I hope you will take the time to read the following article on finding the hero life within, and living the kind of heroic life we all aspire to. While it was written some time ago, it is relevant today, especially in light of the recent buzz over Batman. The Jack Black fans out there will appreciate the look into the heroic ideal brought out in the movie Nacho Libre! Enjoy the read.
What Color Are Your Stretchy Pants?
By Bruce Smith, author of Soul Storm
Have you ever thought about what it must be like to be Super Human? Great? Super Good? Exceptional? Uniquely important to the world?
Spiderman 3 has just blown past all former records for the largest opening weekend in box office sales at theatres in the
In the last couple of years I have thought much about the whole superhero thing. It seems, if
Several months ago, in my home, a curious encounter and a really silly, but really great movie brought this issue into sharp focus for me as I was wrestling with who God has made me and what He is calling me to be and do with my life.
Here is what happened.
“Dear God! No. Not this!” And then, “Son, what in the world are you watching?” These are the words I spoke late one night, not too long ago, after walking in on my teenage son watching the unthinkable on the television in his room.
As a guy, you might think I should be a bit more understanding, a little less shocked. After all, I was a teenager once. And yes, the testosterone raged in me as well. However, as a father, devoted to God, striving to instill Christian values in my son, this type of behavior came as a major blow.
It is one thing to wrestle with one’s own demons. It is something quite different to be rudely awoken to the reality that your offspring, your only son, has demons you prayed incessantly he would never have to deal with. Walking into my son’s room that night, hearing the moans, slaps, and other sounds of fleshly activities, it was all so unbearable. To see my son mesmerized by these kinds of primal urges displayed in Technicolor on the tube was a blow unlike few I had experienced as a father. The sweating bodies, the shirtless participants, and the raw, uninhibited interaction were enough to make me crazy with fear and anger. How could my son, the one I had groomed for years to pursue a thoughtful and restrained life, be given to this kind of immorality?
“This is garbage!” I thought to myself. Instantly, fear of my son’s future and lifelong addiction consumed me. I looked at my son as a disappointed obedience trainer would look at an obstinate
Not too many moments later I remembered how, as a young kid, I absolutely loved JYD (The Junk Yard Dog). I realized that my son’s longing to be the big bold super-figure was also mine.
The desire still lurks. In fact, it is growing. What I find, as I draw closer to God’s heart, is that the hunger to be a human hero grows.
A few months after this incident my son and I were watching Jack Black’s movie Nacho Libre together, laughing hysterically, and cheering for Nacho as he pursued his dream, his calling. Soon thereafter, my testosterone fueled son and I were shopping for our stretchy pants and scratching the superhero itch deeply rooted within us. His color of choice was red, mine was blue. Don’t laugh. As Nacho reminds us, “Sometimes a guy likes to wear stretchy pants. It’s for fun”. We have yet to find the knee high wrestling boots.
Life can be fun. It can actually be adventurous when we find ourselves and pursue that for which we were created. Nacho Libre, a somewhat goofy movie, finds its strength in the deep seated passion of it principal character to “find himself” and his quest to pursue his dream, his divinely inspired dream. That dream is, in essence, the same dream that each person who lives and breathes has in his or her heart. This dream is actually our consuming passion to know why we are here and what we should be doing with our lives. Finding this dream sets one on the path of exhilaration. The loss of this dream leads to the kind of individual and communal misery and emptiness with which we are too familiar.
This quest for the “ideal” in our life is, I think, what captures us so much as we watch movies like Spiderman, Batman, and yes, Nacho Libre. We all want to know that we can BE GREAT. Intuitively, we seem to understand that we were created for something more than the life we are living. Mediocrity is just not enough. Spiderman, ultimately, stirs that hunger within us to dream about what life would look like if we were able to cast off our meager existence and embrace a bigger dream, a dream for the Best Life God has for us.
Settling for less than Best: the Black Suit
Spiderman 3 brings the reality of good vs. evil into fantastic light. This battle of forces, one against the other, rages in each of us. What is so compelling about Spidey 3 (though again, I liked the first two better), is the plot twist which demonstrates that even the best among us, the super figures among us, wrestle with the less than honorable impulses which reside in the depths of one’s heart and mind.
The struggle for Spiderman, for Nacho, and for us, is the same. The daily battle to embrace the easy way, the alluring way, and often, the dark way, tugs at each one of us. As the movie demonstrates, our cravings for vengeance, recognition, flattery, respect, and ego scream out for their fulfillment. It is so much easier to give into the pull of the black suit, isn’t it? When we lose focus the dark side is always there to wrap itself around us and shackle us to its destructive ways.
What about this black suit though? How is it that we are so drawn to it? Why was Spidey so tempted to leave the promise of the red suit and its good deeds for the empty offerings of the dark side? In truth, his struggle has been the struggle of humanity since Adam and Eve. That original breaking of boundaries unleashed the tide of darkness that still runs ramped in our world. The doctrine of original sin is a common sense reality.
Scripture has suggested to us that the pursuit of godliness is the key to an abundant life, and the key to a successful defense against the darkness of our own hearts. David, the greatest king of
The “promise” of the black suit is unveiled in our day in vivid detail on television news nightly. It shows up in the voice mail messages of raging celebrity fathers, the jail sentences of gorgeous, empty, drunk, party animal actresses, and on the videos of stammering-drunk celebrity fathers video-taped by their young daughters. The “promise” of the black suit shows up in our own lives in the wreckage inflicted upon ourselves when we make poor choices morally, relationally, and otherwise. The “promise” of the black suit shows its power to be deadly when our college and high school campuses are plagued by mass killings. The “promise” of the black suit is shown to be false each and every day if we are willing to view life realistically. Anna Nicole, John Belushi, and many a lost rock star or movie star tell us of the “promise” of the dark side. Likewise, the demise of many well-known preachers, evangelists, and political leaders speak to us of the remains of life lived in the black suit.
The scriptures compel us, “Come, let us reason together”. Is it reasonable to choose our own desires and ideas when God offers us a clear plan for right living? Is it reasonable to embrace lust, sex without boundaries, greed, revenge, limitless pleasure, and selfish ambition, when God has already instructed us as to the results that will be obtained?
If we are to abandon the trap of the black suit, as Spiderman ultimately did, we must choose to change our focus. The word repentance, scripturally, denotes a putting down of one thing and a choosing of another. It is a turning from one direction and a traveling toward another. To repent is not to “confess” a laundry list of rules broken every now and then; rather, it is a conscious decision to live in a different manner. More directly, it is a decision to allow oneself to be made into a different person. We cannot do this. Only God can work this kind of miracle. We must however, say to Him, “I am tired of the black suit. Please, change me and put another suit on me”.
Just as Spiderman eventually came to see how entrapped he was by the all-consuming desires he was prisoner to while in the black suit, we must recognize that in the end the patterns of living the selfish life are methodically robbing us of our true selves and all we can be. The questions arises, then, “How do we escape?”
Psalms 27:4 reads, “One thing I ask of the Lord, this is what I seek:
that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life,
to gaze upon the beauty of the Lord and to seek Him in His temple.
Our ability to put on a new suit, a red suit in the case of Spidey, depends upon our focus and desire. As the Psalmist indicates here, the consuming passion which anchors the soul is that which is bigger, better, and beyond anything this world can offer. If all of life, real life, meaningful life, is reduced to one quest, it must be, as the Westminster Confession asserts, the quest to know, love, and enjoy God forever. Nothing else in all of human experience compares to this experience. No beauty, even that of a man or woman, the crown of God’s creation, can compare to the beauty of the Lord.
David found this to be so. Smitten by the beauty of an enthralling, and married, woman, whom he viewed as she bathed, he chose to disregard the safety and protection of the God fearing King’s robe, and made a conscious choice to disrobe himself from God’s agenda and pursue her. In the end, a Hamlet-like scene unfolded. Beauty is to be pursued, beauty as defined by God. Not all men, women, careers, or opportunities are God’s plan for us, no matter how attractive they may be to us.
I love beautiful things. In the past I have been a part of interior design businesses. I have bought and sold art, collected vintage watches, bought and sold fine furnishings, and pursued the hobby of photography. Beauty and design speak to me. I believe we were created with an attraction to beauty because God, in His very nature, is beauty defined. Design speaks of a designer. For me, to walk into, live in, or to help someone design an inspiring environment is pure joy. The explosion in home decorating and design-shows on television, I think, demonstrates that people in general have an innate sense of structure, design, beauty, and long for a “space” where form comes together. This is a hint of how life is to be lived. Who is not captured by the sight of a world-class athlete who has refined the body in amazing ways? How lovely are those whom God has blessed, male or female, with abundant physical beauty? Beauty is all around us. It is there to inspire us and to point us upward.
God has given us a design for life. A spectacular life unfolds when we put on God’s suit for us and we follow His plan uniquely formed for us. When we view the artistic beauty of scripture as merely “rules” or “puritanical laws” we sever ourselves from the potential to live a beautiful and inspired life. Without putting on the super-hero costume, the stretchy pants God intends for each of us, we have no hope of finding a life that thrills us. Our uniquely designed plan, we must remember, unfolds amidst the safe boundaries of scripture. Just as Spidey found his most heroic feats performed in his red suit, the suit he was intended to wear, we find the life we were meant to live in our quest to focus on God’s plan for living. Our benchmark for such a life, is none less than Jesus who said, and literally meant, “I am the way, the truth, and the life.” God gives us one option because He knows, as the Psalmist found out, that only in Him can we find wholeness, and only in Him can we be made new.
God, by definition, is a unique being with a certain set of characteristics. In finding out who He is, as He has revealed Himself in scripture, we find our blueprint for building a life worth living. We can never fulfill our thirst to live life to the full short of turning toward God’s way of life. It must be the one thing that directs all activities, decisions, desires, emotions, and pursuits. This is how we are made new. It happens as we surrender ourselves to the superhero of superheroes, the one who gives us power, grace, joy, peace, poise, and overcoming abilities.
God’s word offers us a sure and inspiring hope when we turn from the dark suit and “put on” the new suit He offers us. In the very moment we open our hearts to Him He creates something new in us. The scriptures say, “Behold, the old is gone and all things have been made new”. Just as Spiderman came to realize the destructive chaos associated with the black suit, se we too are called to realize how disjointed and unfulfilling our lives are when detached from God’s artistic plan for us. In the end, Spiderman found he was able, willing, and ready to “put to death” the darkness within him, and he found a renewed passion to embrace the call of the good suit. We must do the same. We cannot hope to achieve this death to the darkness within us that causes us to make destructive choices, however, until and unless we turn to God and ask Him to make us new.
Stretchy Pants of your own
At the end of the day we all want to know that we matter. All human beings need to know that they are in some way a unique feature of life on this planet. Jesus demonstrates just how much we matter in all of His interactions with others. When those with afflictions were brought to Him and were longing for His touch, He had compassion. When those who were oppressed by the religious “leaders” of the day were in need of inspiring truth, He gave it. When the outcasts of society were in need of grace and dignity, He offered it. And when people who were created to know, love, follow, and enjoy Him made a wreck of their lives as they turned to the way of the world, He brought the hope and power of a changed life.
So here is the question. How are you living? Do you know His plan for you? Would you know it if it ran you over? Have you found your own stretchy pants?
In the movie Nacho Libre, Jack Black, plays the part of a man who desperately wants to do something worthwhile with his life. Apparently, he had come to the realization that life lived the way most people lived it was not enough. Thus, he decides to commit his life to Godly reflection and service to orphans. Sounds good enough, right?
The only problem for Nacho is that, while he wants desperately to live a life worth living, he feels somewhat trapped in the monastery. He wants to serve the kids, but he feels the religious leaders around him have lost all passion, creativity, and beauty. He wants to be the best he can be, but he feels that his long lost dream to wrestle has left him with a gaping hole in his soul. And he wants to know the joy of loving a woman, but he feels that the rules of the monastery forbid such human interaction. What is a man to do?
Eventually, what Nacho comes to find out is that God is not a God “in a box”. That is to say, God often works in ways that are more creative and unexpected than we could have imagined. He still works within His clear guidelines as revealed in scripture, but in ways that surprise us. In contrast to Adam and Eve, who were deceived into thinking that the only way to a fuller life was found beyond the boundaries (this is what the enemy of our souls always tells us), Nacho comes to find that God’s good plans and creative genius are boundless. He came to see, like Spiderman, that each time we go beyond the lines God has drawn, we only bring pain, confusion and doubt. And he came to find that embracing God’s unique plan for us can be unexpectedly, humorously, and inspiringly joyous and can reach, lift, and inspire others.
Nacho saw his dark desire to wrestle for fame, fancy ladies, and money transformed into a desire to provide a more adventurous and bountiful life for the orphans. Likewise, Nacho came to the unexpected realization that the life of an individual pursuing the one thing (as in Psalm 27) we most need is a life beyond anything we could ask or imagine. Nacho found that his calling was to serve God creatively, authentically, and joyously. He was able to do so while retaining his priestly robe (a metaphor for the Godly life), all the while wearing his “stretchy pants” (the uniform of the wrestler) underneath. The metaphor we find here is that of a man who finds his unique gifting and calling and who has been won over by the romance and thrill of Godly living. As has been suggested, there is nothing so boring and ultimately unfulfilling as separation from God and nothing so lovely and inspiring as orthodoxy (right belief).
The good news is that God is still in the business of creating such superheroes. God is still calling and creating individuals who will pursue Him with devotion, passion, humor, and sincerity. He still wishes to make colorful characters who will serve the interests of others, those who will care for the underprivileged, those who will protect the oppressed, those who will defend the fatherless, those who will care for the widows, those who will mentor the orphans, and those who will do the unexpected and love the unlovely.
So, what color are your stretchy pants? Will you ever discover them? Will you suit up? Will you take off the black suit that so entraps your life? Will you put on the new suit God has for you?
Just as Spiderman suggests, “We all have a choice”. And as the scripture suggests, “Choose this day whom you will serve”. Today could very well be the day that defines the rest of your life. This could be the day you are made into a superhero, a super-lover, a super-forgiver, a super-leader, a super-father, a super-mother, a super-artist, a super-attorney, a super-giver, a super-trainer, a super-missionary, a super-____. You and God fill in the blank!
And now, as you get ready to offer the prayer below as a true expression of your heart to God, remember, what the scripture offers is true, “no eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love Him and are called according to His purposes”. Suit up today!
*Here is a simple prayer to help get you “suited up”:
“God, I have chosen to live in the black suit of sin, meaninglessness, and life apart from your will for me for too long. Today, right now, I ask that you would make me new, create a new heart in me. Transform my thinking about life, truth, and you. Heal me spiritually, and make me what you are calling me to be. Make me your person, pursuing life your way, and give me a hunger to make you my One Thing in life. Make me a beautiful example of your love. And help me to live every day in the new suit you have created for me. Amen”
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If you or someone you know read the article above and prayed this prayer, I would love to hear from you about that. Please, take time to share your story with me at my email address: soulstormwriter@yahoo.com
Grace and Peace,
Bruce Smith
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Radio show, Think Out Loud Podcast is up!
4. August 2008 by BruceSmith.
Check out Bruce’s podcast for his radio show Think Out Loud…it is now up! This week Bruce interviewed family counselor Melanie Audibert and discussed the nature of happiness, stress, and the search for contentment. The link is below:
http://wgso.com/content/view/7365/172/
Just cut and past the link into your browser and give it a listen.
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